Ok guys, first of all this is not a ranting journal I feel quite better now.

Well Ive been thinking about opening my own photography club, I see how good its going for my friend, in his new club, I want to give it a try =], it must be wounderful to have communication with so many people like runned by . I wanted to see what you guys though, please let me know what you think .

Love you all

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Well & Me have started a club here on DeviantArt called ~CondomArmy
Is a club promoting Safe Sex, Preventing unwanted pregnances and/or Sexually Transmitted Illnesses.
Its a club for people of all ages, who want to be a part of the club or who just want to support us.
Visit for more details.
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Also My Friend, *cmunilla has also started a club, its a photography club called *ShowMeYourWorld, I think the tittle says it all, its a club promoting you to show them your world, what where you are looks like, even out the window.
Show him some support
to all who read this

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I feel messed up again, too much thinking
I feel like im not worth a breath, I feel like ive let everyone down, like if my life was going to be over soon.
I felt perfect a few minutes ago, I want to get away from home, i want to be somewhere where I could just scream to everyone every little thing thats in my head and my heart.
I guess we all have weak moments cause we all have feelings, no matter how hard we try to hide them, no matter how deep you keep them burning inside you, you know they are there, no matter how big your hatred is you still have feelings, no matter if your heart has been broken and shattered ten trillion times, feelings are still there.
I wish my flight to NJ hadnt got canceled I really need to get away from home, home is gonna drive me insane, i havent been on vacations for 2 weeks yet and im already driving crazy.
For real i swear i feel like the whole world is empty and im the only one in it.
Today the 4th of july, Independence day, I belong in the pool on troy towers partying with my friends and family not in Puerto Rico pacing back and forth in my house trying to get fresh air when all i get is pollution, I swear right now i wish i could go anywhere, i really want to go to my friends, Keyla's place but everybody's partying, if i had a car i would be in the beach in the next town breathing sea fresh air and playing with little rock even taking pictures.
I just want today to be over!
Maybe tomorow will be better, im to stressful!


Thats fucking mood thingy has me going nuts too


Sorry guys, i love you all. I dont know whats wrong with me

Hello!
Well & Me have started a club here on DeviantArt called ~CondomArmy
Is a club promoting Safe Sex, Preventing unwanted pregnances and/or Sexually Transmitted Illnesses.
Its a club for people of all ages, who want to be a part of the club or who just want to support us.
Visit for more details.
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Also My Friend, *cmunilla has also started a club, its a photography club called *ShowMeYourWorld, I think the tittle says it all, its a club promoting you to show them your world, what where you are looks like, even out the window.
Show him some support
to all who read this
Im in a better mood than yesterday.

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I feel no one pays attention to me anymore, like im being completely ignored. Some say socializing
over the internet is lame, but I have experienced
thats most of the people I have met online are awesome friends. So yeah I dont know why Im typing this I feel lost today, sorry.
Anyway does anyone read my journals ?
Am I really here, whats wrong with me??!
Sorry guys you should know im normally not like this im very stressed out, sorry.
Please reply here

And the damn mood thing insnt working
mood is... + =
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So, yeah.
Some of know I was going to New Jersey on the 3rd of July, Well this isn't going to happen because My uncle is sick.
I had a chance to choose to go in winter which I did think of, but I preffered to go in Summer next yeah, because by then I will have my laptop and I will have money saved.
So I wont go back till next summer, makes me sad, but what can I do? .
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Mom's surgery is still getting delayed, they said the 24th of this month(june) now they have changed and said they aint sure when, I think they want to see me angry, which they wont enjoy.
I love my mom, I dont want nothing to happen to her. I hate seeing her in pain like this, something always hurts and bothers her.
I just want her to be okay.
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Summer school finished, I have to go on friday 27th to pick up my final grades and party with some friends.
I meet pretty cool people in summer school, like last year. It was fun while it lasted, except biology with Mrs. Negroni!
I dont mind the class, I like biology, but to spend 4 hours with that woman you need gigantic hairy balls!
we all want to kill her shes so GRR!!
90% of the things we did in her class was elementary level, and she treated us like little kids.
The other teacher Mrs. Gerena was History, she's fun, I enjoyed her class. I use to despise her cause she once unplugged our guitars and use to say shit to us(discriminating), but I guess she meet us and got over it!
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I got to get a haircut
I need to buy things for school
I need to tell my friends I love them
I need to tell mom I love her
I need to Bathe Matlache
I need to relax
I need to hang out with my friends over summer
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Thanks for the read, Love you all

PS... The mood thingy aint working, my mood is...
Blank =\