Why?Why do you think I'm so ignorant?why do you say you care about me when you only care about her,why do you say you stopped when you had kept going,why do you say you didn't do it when I saw you do it,why do you pretend to be real when you know your fake,why do you pretend to show love when all you feel is hate,why do you say "I want to go home to be with you"and you just want to go home to be with her;I just don't understand how you can be so fakeand make everyone believe your lies.Why...why?Why do you hate me so much, if I just love you so deeplyI just want to be with you; I never spent time with youyou were never there for me when I needed you;you never saw me cry, you never heard me screamYou can never say you were there for mecause you never were but it's okaycause I'm not fake I'm real and I DO love you with allmy heart and I promise I will always be here ...WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK.
Tears of a broken heart.. Here I am sitting on this dark corner trying to realize what I ever did to you for you to do this to me, every time I close my eyes all I see is your face; its haunting me, I open my eyes
I scream and bleed, I don't know what to think or do anymore, so I ask myself; Why do you do this to me? If all I ever did was love you, but all you ever did was hurt me
You made me believe that you were the perfect man, I was so stupid I fell for you,but now I see that it was just another one of your lies so I ask myself "Am I doing this because I love you or am I doing it cause I'm used to the pain?"I'm so tired of all the pain and tears I can't take it anymore I try to get up, I'm too weakHELP ME!!! I scream but no one knows I'm here.I can't do anything, the only thing I could do is think; but I'm tired of all the thinkingI see your picture on the floor next to me, I take it in my hand I stare at you, my eyes just bleed, I turn the picture around I wipe my eyes with t
The Phantom Of LoveSometimes I feel likescreaming, sometimes I feel likecrying, sometimes I feel like kissing,sometimes I feel like flying..Is this real what I feel?Or is it another fantasyfrom the other side of my head?Sometimes I wish youwere here,sometimes I wishI knew who you are,sometimes I say "I love you"but then again I don't knowwho you are.Are you my creation or areyou real?I don't know,I can't feel...I just knowI wish you were here.
Uncle Chu's DeathThe other day we were sitting at my tabledrinking coffee together, making jokesand playing with my dogyou always gave us love, you werealways here for us but then you startedgetting sick and slowly getting weak;then suddenly you were in the hospital..Defenseless. it was so painful to see youlay there pretending nothing was wrongwhile I knew everything was, but I neverimagined you were never coming backhome with your loved ones, now I look inmy head at all the memories left of you,I cant believe everything happened so fastall of the sudden your not here any morenow your gone and a part of me with youwill always be, I will love you forever more,Until the day I cannot be.