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Why?Why do you think I'm so ignorant?
why do you say you care about me when you only care about her,
why do you say you stopped when you had kept going,
why do you say you didn't do it when I saw you do it,
why do you pretend to be real when you know your fake,
why do you pretend to show love when all you feel is hate,
why do you say "I want to go home to be with you"
and you just want to go home to be with her;
I just don't understand how you can be so fake
and make everyone believe your lies.
Why do you hate me so much, if I just love you so deeply
I just want to be with you; I never spent time with you
you were never there for me when I needed you;
you never saw me cry, you never heard me scream
You can never say you were there for me
cause you never were but it's okay
cause I'm not fake I'm real and I DO love you with all
my heart and I promise I will always be here ...
WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK.
Tears of a broken heart.. Here I am sitting on this dark corner trying to realize what I ever did to you for you to do this to me, every time I close my eyes all I see is your face; its haunting me, I open my eyes I scream and bleed, I don't know what to think or do anymore, so I ask myself; Why do you do this to me? If all I ever did was love you, but all you ever did was hurt me
You made me believe that you were the perfect man, I was so stupid I fell for you,
but now I see that it was just another one of your lies so I ask myself "Am I doing this because I love you or am I doing it cause I'm used to the pain?"
I'm so tired of all the pain and tears I can't take it anymore I try to get up, I'm too weak
HELP ME!!! I scream but no one knows I'm here.
I can't do anything, the only thing I could do is think; but I'm tired of all the thinking
I see your picture on the floor next to me, I take it in my hand I stare at you, my eyes just bleed, I turn the picture around I wipe my eyes with t
The Phantom Of LoveSometimes I feel like
screaming, sometimes I feel like
crying, sometimes I feel like kissing,
sometimes I feel like flying..
Is this real what I feel?
Or is it another fantasy
from the other side of my head?
Sometimes I wish you
sometimes I wish
I knew who you are,
sometimes I say "I love you"
but then again I don't know
who you are.
Are you my creation or are
I don't know,
I can't feel...I just know
I wish you were here.
Uncle Chu's DeathThe other day we were sitting at my table
drinking coffee together, making jokes
and playing with my dog
you always gave us love, you were
always here for us but then you started
getting sick and slowly getting weak;
then suddenly you were in the hospital..
Defenseless. it was so painful to see you
lay there pretending nothing was wrong
while I knew everything was, but I never
imagined you were never coming back
home with your loved ones, now I look in
my head at all the memories left of you,
I cant believe everything happened so fast
all of the sudden your not here any more
now your gone and a part of me with you
will always be, I will love you forever more,
Until the day I cannot be.
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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